New day New thoughts

up 2am in the morning as usual ..i’ll prolly write some lines in a few minutes …..the need 2 write some dope lyrics has woke me up…itz like a lil kid who tries 2 wake up his mother becuz she promised him that she wud take him 2 the toy store ….just describing the visual …..iam lisiting 2 the pink lavalamp ..if u dont kno who made it then go find out ..and listen 2 the songs ..true shyt …the mixtape is done ..as i said b4 iam just doin new shyt rii now ….itz like surplus music …but theres never enough music so, itz like much needed music…. i passed by her pictures 2day agian ..idk y i keep doing that ..iam pretty much not really thinkin about her as much ..iam more into me ..iam bout 2 start reading these history books ….like roman dictation “the way of the warrior”  and the art of war by sun tzi ……the mind is a terrible thing 2 waste …i need all the mind power i can get ….this world will break u down ..in order 2 survive u have 2 stay level headed ….but i dont wanna survive i wanna live 2 tha limit and love it alot …so i have 2 have an above levelhead….i relized that wen u make a choice 2 live extrondinary u have 2 give up certain things and ppl …becuz they dont think wit the same mind state as u …iam wanna be the best , train wit the best , and become a genius all in 1 ….some ppl r just kewl wit being adverage …iam not …..new york city iz a killer ….thats y ppl move away and go 2 find refuge …half of my family has moved away 2 escape the city ………iam not goin nowhere ..iama uptown boy ….u already kno

i’ll prolly go 2 tha studio next week .depends on how i feel and how i deal…idk  i do miss that mpc …..hopefully i’ll be able 2 get my own by the end of the summer ..then i will be a real producer …..iam already a producer but i gotta get my own shyt ….the 12am creativity wud be crazy ….at this point iam kind of tired of talkin about wat iam gonna do i just wanna do it already ..shit is gettin boring …but i got my songs 2 keep me busy ….still writing my wrongs …my friends r not my friends any more and the messed up thing they dont even kno it ….they r fine with doin the things they do ,,,i kno better therfore i cannot befriend a person who iz fine with bullshit …….enuff tryin 2 fix that ……cuttoff time ..itz time 2 just cut ppl off ..i’ll luv em frm a distance …..we still chill once a year but thats it lmao …amsterdam ni99a my time iz money ..iam royal and i only do royal shit …..yea self improvement time up and alert wat wat >>>>>

I still luv her tho …..she luvs me but she is in trouble …i kant blame her becuz iam hard 2 4get >>>>wen the time comes i will tell her how i feel …she will feel wat iam talkin about becuz i will be close enuff 2 convey it >>>>think about it<<<<<<A~DaM>>>>>>>next thought ……

iam bak again …but never left so iam just returning frm nowhere …”i watch u dissappear into the clouds” yea wen that songs drops u will kno what iam talkin about ……so much inside jokes …soo lil time …..”freestyling” is a dead term itz now called “improvising”…i kno itz basically the same ..but jimi hendrix improvised ………..i like 2 think iama rock star ….becuz rockstars scream out there feelings wit out any care in the world …they display emotion that is accepted by all ……..AmsterdaM iz rockstar living ….the world were music iz life …..and life is is a blank BpM tap UNtil u add some drums and instruments and samples ..lol……..u wanna kno me ?

~AmsterDaM    (Rip 2 my Cuzzin i still luv him ….u up high in the sky itz nuffin above him)